- Went to class around 9:15
- Came back to my room to make some food before heading to my next class @12
- Checked my e-mail & found out that I get to do desk duty in Towers & go on rounds @9 p.m. with UPN people. The walk to UPN is so far & creepy T_T
- Left to go eat at 5 something in City Eats.
- Left to do desk duty in Towers for the RA process.
- Chilled in my room after desk duty until 8:40 & walked the creepy walk to UPN.
- Went on rounds duty with the two RAs.
- Walked 36 floors… but ended the night pretty early. I got back to my dorm around 10:40
- I’m pooped… Now I know what the RAs go through.
- Good night.
Please excuse my language & grammar for this. Just venting.
Was the process of transferring/getting into college always been this stressful? In about 2 months, I will be transferring to a far away college & I am super excited to start living a college life. However, why the fck do I still feel like my parents are still controlling what I’m doing? I come home late, so what? You’re not gonna control me forever, so give up now. I’m not out drinking or doing drugs, so you guys shouldn’t still be so over protective. My orientation is in December, and my parents & sister are also coming with me. I don’t’ mind, but the cost of just staying in the hotel/motel there costs so much for just 2 nights. And why the fck is my dad’s friend coming with us? -_-‘ It seriously do me no good, and makes no sense to me (& there’s the fact that I hate him, too).
Next, I decided to double major. Nursing and Interior Design. I know, it’s completely two different majors, but Nursing is really just so I’ll have good income & for my parents. Interior Design is what I’d like to be doing in the future. I hope to design my own house one day. However, what if I don’t make it in both of these careers? I know, I’m thinking way ahead, but whatever I decide now will affect my future. And of course there’s the problem of money & loans. No pressure, huh?
Now, I really don’t want to talk about relationship stuff on here because it’s too personal, but I just really need to vent this stuff out. My bf said he will move in with his best friend when I leave for college (which is 1 hour from where I will be). He’ll be there until whenever Walter opens his restaurant back here in LA. I don’t know what will happen to us, but this shit have me thinking of the worst situations. And I know that even though he’s 1 hour away from where I will be, we won’t be seeing each other much. Oh, I know he will be telling me that I’m over thinking stuff after he reads this (I hope to drowns this off the 1st page with reblogging stuff, heh). I really want to tell my parents that he’ll be moving up there, too, but I don’t even know where to start. My parents are not those easy going type, so it’ll be hard to explain shit to them. I hope I can go to Disneyland before I leave for college though. That’s one thing I’ll miss the most.
Also, I’m new at this housing shit for college, so I might be over thinking shit. What if I don’t get housing for Spring 2012? I really don’t want to rent an apartment because I know without roommates the rent will be super expensive. And it’s not like I have enough time to go fckn apartment hunting. Then, after Spring 2012, I hope to have found roommates I can live with to be renting an apartment for the upcoming years. Please God, let us find a nice apartment with cheap rent…
Damn, my head hurts. I think it’s because I’ve been over wearing my last pair of contacts and over thinking shit. My insurance is cut off, so I’m saving up money to get new contacts. Hopefully, in about 2 weeks, I’ll have enough to purchase them. Why is everything back to money. Seriously.